I can't let myself regret such selfishness.
Words, words, words. I love words.Writing is something I can't see myself living without, breathing without. I used to learn reading in kindergarten, wrote my first story at age 7. Books are, have always been and will always be my constant companions - even in a little-bitty purse when I'm going out.
I believe that drugs are the reason for the decline of our youth, still I adore the scent of cigarillos and pipes. My glass is usually half-empty, my electronic devices have names and my nails are mostly painted black, brown or red. I am a somniloquist (sleep-talker), but when I'm awake I talk a lot too. My memory is like a freakin' sieve, however I can remember every single role of actors/actresses.
Since I'm an only child I early started to be responsible, independent, reliable. Naturally I like to be the alpha dog in a group; I work hard, organise, listen, support, hold everyone together - because I actually care about people.
I do not believe in God, but in the existence of faith and the universe. Everything has a reason and by keeping this in mind I can understand life a litte bit better sometimes. The two All-American Rejects albums When The World Comes Down and Move Along could be the soundtrack of my life. I insist on the fact, that white chocolate actually IS a sort of chocolate (and my favourite one, yum).
Food has a magical attraction for me. Cooking and especially baking are my personal daily delights. I have a strange desire to taste everything at least once in my lifetime and I'm addicted to new recipes or articles about nutrition, diets, eating and sleeping disorders.
I love strawberries, photography, perfectionism, diaries, screaming, autumn, Caipirinhas, orthography, Photoshop CS3, french films, sandwiches, all things fashion, Egon Schiele, webdesign, etymology, video games, thunderstorms, ice cream, cats, drama and gossip, Mustangs, dreaming.
The rain. I am deeply in love with the rain.
I may be a freak. But being aware of that makes it a lot easier.